its my birthday month …nevertheless, its was a sad & depressing birthday..

never did i knew to celebrate tis way in a dark corner crying. such a disappointment!

All in all… “Happy Birthday To Me… Happy Birthday To Me… Happy Birthday Dear Me… Happy Birthday To Me…”

but still, i haf to say thanx to ppl bother to wish me happy birthday on facebook. goldie and Ms ang for the present. van, lucy, mickey n pikachu ‘lame’ celebration…

recently ever since gt my 1st month pay, my desire grew!! haha..

• i yearn for rest!

• i yearn for sushi!!

• i yearn for a big meal!
• i yearn for more play time!
• i yearn for a new LG/samsung hp (*photos updating soon*)
• i yearn for a yoon ji hoo’s white bag

• i yearn for a new hairdo and dye my hair
• i yearn for a new pair of shoes (*photos updating soon*)
• i yearn for new clothes (*photos updating soon*)
• i yearn for more shopping time!

• i yearn for new accessories (*photos updating soon*)
• i yearn for a new laptop (*photos updating soon*)
• i yearn to write MY story
• i yearn  more…
• etc

from today onwards im stuck wif my ‘baby’!!!

ARGGGG!! MY LIFE WILL BE MISERABLE!!

my ‘baby’ is so violent!!! he pinches, he beats, his hot tempered!

his favorite saying is: i dun wan!  i beat u! i pinch u!

his cries is lk a wind, come fast, stop fast!

his action is faster than any ppl of his age!

his minds turns fast too!

nth can arouse him for more than 2 min!

but…. every1 has weakness… n i found his…HAHAHAHAHAHA!! yet, shall need to come out wif more effective plans..

im so dead tired!! taking of kids is terrible..especially on a go of 23 kids!!!

oso gt 1 kid = 200 kids!! which is a very big headache!!

im dying!!

yes!! another bday pass!! but anyway hope goldie has a nice birthday although its over..lol…

had a so call surprised party ytd wif altgh 14 ppl..including our gang n goldie sec frenz.. ended the surprised party at the esplanade top opean area..n had to go back home MYSELF due to some1 pangseh decision!  lol!

so, surprisingly.. i gt the courage to go back myself ALONE frm esplanade… SOMEMORE at NIGHT! so pei fu myself!! but bcos gg back ALONE..i took almost 2 hr to reach home..i left the place at 2150  n guess wat!? i reach home at 2335…haha..bcos i walk the wrong route..n lucky at tat time ppl still haven completely went home bcos to them its consider early!! plus…so funny when safely reached AMK i again get ‘lost’ bcos i cant find the stairs entering to blk 2*1 due to the lift construction!! so dark lei!!!  lucky i act lk finding places ,then gt ppl walk thru then i follow…i feel so paiseh if i ask ppl hw to walk thru blk 2*1.. n dadaa…im back home safe n sound!!

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had mix feeling/ exciting journey the whole nite..lol

我最愛吃草莓了….n 南极小企鹅

HW CAN I OWN 1 MILLION BUCKS FOR MY RETIREMENT IN 25 YRS!!!!!

SO IMPOSSIBLE!HAHA!

looking at susan boyle’s performance is really a stunning..i oso get motivated too..

below is a video of her singing: I dreamed a dream from Les Miserables

I dreamed a dream in time gone by
When hope was high,
And life worth living
I dreamed that love would never die
I dreamed that God would be forgiving.

Then I was young and unafraid
When dreams were made and used,
And wasted
There was no ransom to be paid
No song unsung,
No wine untasted.

But the tigers come at night
With their voices soft as thunder
As they tear your hopes apart
As they turn your dreams to shame.

And still I dream he’ll come to me
And we will live our lives together
But there are dreams that cannot be
And there are storms
We cannot weather…

I had a dream my life would be
So different from this hell I’m living
So different now from what it seems
Now life has killed
The dream I dreamed.